Yes, I 'm Encircled with Dubious Masculinity (part-2)

MP Kharel, Kathmandu

(Mr. Kharel is author of Pustanter, novel in Nepali.)

 For part-1 of this entry please click here.


"Thanks...sorry I didn't become succeed to invite. I am hopeful you'll not mind" She recently replied. "Its okay Srijana. I don't mind on such menial matter. But REMEMBER! My humanity never dares to dismantle your dream by publicizing our passé relation. Your nominalization me of 'Masculintiless' has also taught me new ideas, new spirit and new vision on my life." I boldly typed this message and made deliver. On this occasion, I felt infinite enterprising and dauntless. Actually, my immeasurable and incalculable venturesome...I realized: "I am as courageous as Hitler, who had aimed and commenced the campaign to be an emperor of this world." 

Someday later, I was in busy to make networking in internet. I was adding many friends through facebook. So long gap months, I had an encounter with a master level classmate. We were going to be indulged in facebook-chat.

"Where do you stay now?" He asked.

"Kirtipur" I replied.

"Still living Kirtipur!" He expressed so amazing.

"Why do you so surprise?" I questioned.

"Gender hasn't been distinguished! Are you androgyny...To be a masculine or feminine, you should leave Kirtipur." Amazingly burst out.

Yes, I 'm Encircled with Dubious Masculinity (part-1)

MP Kharel, Kathmandu

(Mr. Kharel is author of Pustanter, novel in Nepali. Some of his blog articles are here.)

I always wish to be a perfect nature; where I loiter, sojourn, reside; where I inhale or exhale; where I stroll, amble or wander. Being an expected, I was looking for perfect ambiance. A day of the week was in secrecy and bewilderment: Breezy morning for the reason that of last night's heavy raining, twittering birds, jumping calf, scared horses, buzzing flies and fluttering insects and so on. The rainstorms inside my mind in amalgamated and perturbed feeling. 

When I read our English guru Dr. Sanjeev Uprety's article, Definition of Masculinity (Purushwatwa ko Paribhasha), in Kantipur daily I obligated to chew the cud on this subject matter. The reason behind to be a coercive thinker on this topic was: Individually and recurrently, I am censured by effeminacy. Those personae, who point the figure at me, are turned to a blind eye onwards "every individual possesses diversified hobby and curiosity". So I put bona fide approbation on Uprety sir's this reasoning: "However femininity deserves heterogeneous explanation, masculinity also merits sundry and multifarious elucidations (Kantipur: Sept 5, 2009)".

आसुको ढिका नदेखाउ प्रिया: Kabita/Poem by Maila dai

A poem by Maila dai
He can be reached at binrit@hotmail.com
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आसुको ढिका नदेखाउ प्रिया ,बेथा को सागर मन्भित्रै छ
कतिनै अट्छ आँखा मा आसु ,प्रशान्त को पानी मुटुमै छ
अधेरी रात्को के दर भो अब निसामय छ यो जिन्दगी
नथाक्ने भयो जिन्दगी अब प्रतिक्षामै जिन्दगी रमेको छ
चलेको देख्चन सबै आँखा नदग्ने गरी जीवन जमेको छ

फगत एक भेट भनी सयौ पटक भुल्न खोजे
बेथा को बाध बाधि भित्रै बाहिर म खुल्न खोजे
उम्लिएर आउछ माया बगएरै लाने गरी
बढ्दै जान्छ घाऊ तेसै बाँकी प्रान खाने गरी